Happy Birthday Jane:D
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! (:
JANE LOW IS NOW OFFICIALLY 15!!! :D
Lol, yaay! Yep. I'm fiiinnnaaallly 15. :D
Just wanna say a BIGBIGBIG thank you for all those birthday wishes on the 5th of November, especially for those at twelve midnight. THANKS A WHOLE BIG LOT! :D
A special thanks to Nina for the chips and chocs.
A special thanks to Atiqah's freshly made potato salad in the morning.
A special thanks to Hazel for the IOU for my Transformer Mr. Potato Head.
A special thanks to sweetsweet Kimberley who gave me a cute little muffin even when I didn't drop BIG hints to her that it was my birthday, lol :D
A special thanks to Cheryl and Amy for the Eeyore and necklace and chocs in the box.
Yea, my birthday was just like an ordinary day really.
SCHOOL>TUITION>HOME
Sigh, but I had alotta nice wishes from friends in school, which was all I really needed (: thanks one and all who wished me! :D Yea, and then I screwed up CHEM SPA when I didn't read the instructions carefully and almost forgot to add the 25cm^3 of stupid stupid BaCl2. Sigh. Yea, and then I probably got marked down for that because Mrs. Ang specially told me: "Jane, alot of errors!" sigh. OH WELL. Yup. And nothing special really happened in tuiton, cus nobody knew it was my birthday. YEA, and then I went home. And then I thought, it's all over. So boring siah. YEA, but thank God for my cute/awesome/sweet, FAMILY! They "surprised" me with chocolate cake just before I went to bed. But a pity my mom isn't such a good actress, but she's a really cute one! LOL, (: Anyway, they made my whole birthday a really really joyous one. :D
YEA! OH. But today I got some presents today, a bracelet from zhiyi, and a TRANSFORMER POTATO FROM DEAR DEAR HAZEL. LOL, she's so sweet I tell you. And to think all I got her for her birthday was two pathetic flowers from toy's r us. Lol, she' s so sweeeeeet. :D THANK YOU HAZEL! I immediately went into crazy mode when I saw Optimash Prime, lol, yes that's his name! (: Pictures speak louder than words. So here:
That's him in his box (:
That's him OUT OF his box (: with his other parts beside him.
That's his butt which can fit all his extra parts.
The rest of my presents.
I didn't take a picture of the food cus they're kinda all gone (:
YEA. Oh and today was the last day of extended curriculum. Lots of mixed feelings, it seems like just yesterday I was sitting with nina at the right front corner of the classroom. LOL :D YEA. ILOVEYOUNINA, it's four years babe. (: Yea, oh and after tuition I rushed straight back home and then straight to the airport, I was too late to send the new zealand people off but I did manage to have dinner with my lovelys, SITI, NINA, ATIQAH. They were damn cute I tell you, nina was wearing red, atiqah green and siti yellow. And then when I came down from the bus they were standing in one straight row, lol.. So cute manzzxs. :D yea we ate at the foodcourt, camwhored started at the board with all the flight numbers. (: It was pure fun with them.
:D
I'll miss 3G, cus next year we'll be 4/1, things won't be the same definitely. We'll be much more stressed and all but I'm sure we'll still be a great class with adorable people. I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM, how much, I can't say, but definitely, I'm sure I do.
(:
PEACE, LOVE!
The reason why I'm ignoring you is because I've reached breaking point. I hate it when you always ignore me/suan me/hurt me and then pretend everything's alright the v.next day. I cannot understand how can you say no one cares about you, we always ask you if you're ok but you say NOTHING. And then after that you say no one cares about you and then you ignore everyone and show them a bla ck face. I really really cannot stand the way you keep hurting me when you send me msgs like "fine! maybe it's not important to you. go sleep la bye!" and "whatever laah, you go you church la bye!" WAKE UP. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU. And it's about time you acknowledged that. I can't stand it anymore. I know for a fact I nvr get angry at anyone for v.long, but you made me angry time after time. I nvr ever ignore anyone, but again, I've ignored you for three days straight. And I guess this shows how much you have hurt me. I don't expect you to say sorry to me, all I want is for you to acknowledge the fact that your actions have hurt me, hurt me time after time. Everyone has limits, so do I. And I've reached mine. I know that we have had lots of happy times together, but it was only when the two of us are alone, why do you treat me so differently when other people are around. You act like I'm not even there. I cried in public for the v. first time this year when you called me and junyee "fcuking hypocrites". I can safely say that I have tried my v. best to be there for you all the time when you cried, when you were sad, even when you were pissed off/stomped your feet/banged the table, afraid as I was, I managed to take the courage to ask you what was the matter. But you ignored me,I asked you again, but still no reply and after doing so, you talked to other people happily and pretended everything was fine with you. Why do you use me as a means of venting your anger, as if I have no real feelings, like I'm made of bricks or what. I 've had it. But after ignoring you for three days, it seems like I'm not any better inside. So I just wanna say that I can't stay angry at you anymore, I nvr can at anybody really. I'm just really hurt now. All I want is for you to acknowledge that you have hurt me deep. And not pretend everything's fine and I'm all happy. But I'm just praying that this won't be like one of the msgs I sent you to tell you I'm hurt and then after which you go and rebutt me by saying I'm not there for you or that "you're fine I can go back to sleep, BYE!" I'm just praying, you'll seriously think. For once, think about the people around you , please. And if this doesn't reconcile our friendship, I'm sorry. I've reached my limits, we'll stay friends, but not close friends. I'm sorry.
@ 5:12 AM
