Blablah- I need to go ask Lea to help me make an archive. lol, yea. (:
I just had a curry chicken pie, lol. :D I've been so greeedy lately, eating so much during recess or lunch. To tell you the truth, I should be studying A MATHS now. BLAH. (: Later. :D Oh wait I still needa study for chem,bio,physics. Shucks. Kaay
nehhmind, chill Jane. Yea, so there was dance min. today. I didn't go though. Haiz... it's been a good two years. Good&bad, more of bad actually. Sigh. When I first joined dance min. it was late in the year when I was only primary six. JOanna approached me to ask me if I wanted to join. When I joined I had the mindset thinking it was gonna be hip-hop & all that since it was like, Joanna lar. Little did I know, it was led by aunty lucy and agnes. It was ballet ballet ballet, it was kinda fun at first y'knw with Daphne and Sarah. Yea, then slowly it got really taxing, we all got jaded at some time at another because we always got scolded and it wasn't what we enjoyed. Sarah left due to her commitments in school and all that. I was really sad. Then slowly, Daphne stopped coming too, & it was just me then. I was really really really discouraged. Because at least when we were being scolded and had to go through all the practices, we had each other, but then it was only me. Yea, thank God Gladys and Krystal were still there. But I guess they enjoyed it more than I did. Yea, it came to a point where I didn't bother if I was late for practices. & then came AUNTY JOSEPHINE. She scolded Gladys and I for everything under the sun, and accused us of acting like prima donnas and I'm not even gonna care what that is. She made me feel like shit, I cried. Right now I'm in seconday three, I'm really busy with band as it is already, and school work. And I joined music ministry visuals. I don't know how I'm gonna cope. But just now I was playing some old cds and I came across one of the cds with the songs we danced for high praise in 2005. It was really nostalgic, cos those were happy times. really happy times :) oh man. I don't know what to do, been praying, but I'm gonna pray harder y'knw. I don't know what to do. Haiz... But I feel so much better now. Yea.
DONE.
